OH dear

It's been weeks since I've done anything on this blog. And now I'm feeling overwhelmed about what to write. It's much easier to write daily than to space it out in this way. The last two trips I have taken have been to London and Ireland and then back again to Wales. I can in no way sum these trips up in a little blog post. So instead, I will list a select number of interesting happenings that occurred on these trips.
-Dave drove me five hours to get to Stansted airport to meet mom and Hannah. I slept (well I laid on a cold floor hoping to fall asleep) at the airport waiting for my early morning flight. However, in spite of plenty of time to get to the correct gate, I went to the wrong gate and nearly missed my flight. If I had not sprinted like lightning across the entire airport, I would have been a gonner.-Almost had a heart attack as mom drove over a cliff in Ireland on the left side of the road. Her sudden braking and Hannah's gasping wore off as the week went on. Mom can adapt to driving in any situation-Spent hours talking to my mom and Hannah. Endless conversation that will forever be valued and remembered. Piv
-Drank three cups of coffee and ate breakfast at the same comforting kitchen table every morning as I read my Bible and flew through a book called "Crazy Love" by Francis Chan.
-Laughed at Hannah when she said, "I can make animal noises, but not light saver sounds."
-Prayed with mom for a good half hour
-Explored castles and old homes.
-Drove around a peninsula that was full sights of crashing waves, green mountainside, and sheep.
-Sat in an airport for 12 hours waiting to go from Ireland to London.-Took a bus into London from the airport at 1am. Then roamed the city until I found a cab to take me to the youth hostel that Hannah was at.
-Ate 2-3 cliff bars a day. Drank loads of coffee. Ate at one nice meal a day to counteract all the Cliff Bars.
-Loved every moment with my sister in a city that we have both grown to love
-Hannah is a pro at the underground.
-Talked to girls in our dorm from Argentina, Spain, France, the Caribbean, and Austria.
-Said farewell to Hannah and Heathrow and came back to Wales. One more week left of being around some people that I have grown to love being around.
God has been kind. And will continue to be kind as I come home. Missing home today.

The Welsh know how to eat a meal

This is a quick little post to say that the Welsh know how to take time eating their food. Uncle Glen brought us to a posh restaurant tonight to treat Chris, Renee, and I. We entered a sitting room and had drinks (I had my new favorite wine-Rose wine). We ordered our main course here as well. We were then seated in the dining area that overlooked the breathtaking valley. Here, we ate our starters and main course and dessert (Salad with the best cheese I've ever tasted, salmon, four sides, and berry crumble). This was all eaten slowly, in order to enjoy the food and the conversation. After dessert, we migrated to the conservatory and had coffee and teas. What a lovely, fulfilling meal. We then took a drive and saw a marvelous sunset over the valleys. The whole night took us 3 hours. A 3 hour dinner trip. What will heaven be like with God and endless sunsets and glorious foods and friends? Wonderful.

My friend Ben

Today I had a wonderful day. Started it off with some proper coffee (not instant!) and hazelnut syrup. Then finished "When God Walked on Campus" and had an awesome time reading my Bible and praying. Really excited about all God has in store as his people PRAY for revival. Why do I want revival? Because I want people to turn from their sins and trust in the everlasting God. And at ANY time, God can spark revival on MY campus.

Then off to Paul and Lisa's for the day. Lisa and I took a walk into town to get sausage rolls and wipes in order to give Paul time to work on his sermon for Sunday.

Spent the afternoon in Merthyr. Went to McDonalds with two of the girls from my Bible study. Mars milkshake might be a new favorite. We walked around town and I desperately wanted to buy some things in this shop. But the lack of cash and lack of space in my suitcase prevented me from doing so. Went to the Lloyd's house and had dinner with their family. Talked with Garreth about what the plans are for missions in the UK and abroad. Exciting stuff.

Then I went to Helen and Michael's house to babysit for Ben. I forget if I have mentioned this couple before. Michael has recently been diagnosed with MS and his body is taking the hit pretty hard. Ben (their son) was born with a condition that prevents him from using any muscles from his hips and below. Their family has and will continue to face many trials. Yet their trust in the Almighty God stirs my heart to praise. Anyhow. I babysat for Ben tonight. We had fun eating chocolate, watching an insane movie, taking pictures, and reading Winne the Pooh.

Pictures are becoming scarce

It's been about a week since my last post. I'm sorry beloved readers (mom). I know you must be sorely disappointed in your lack of reading material. But my computer is turned back on and I hope to continue posts.

The last week, I have spent loads of time with Paul and Lisa and the kids. Have I mentioned my respect for moms of young kids? I get ancy at times, but Lisa never complains about being at home with the kids. Even when all three are yelling with poopy diapers. She finds joy in the Lord and then is able to laugh at all the joy he provides in her children. And may I say he have had some DELICIOUS dinners at their house. Lots of yummy meats, veggies, and wines. And I have found my new favorite dessert (besides icecream) is banoffee pie. Look it up. I have eaten it three times in the past two weeks. I imagine that I will eat it for many days to come.

Friday was Bible study and Teens. Great times in spite of my unprepared topic of Faith and Deeds from the book of James. We know that a man is saved by the good fruit he bears. Someone that is genuinely saved (a Christian) is NOT saved by the good he does. He is saved because of his trust in Jesus Christ as Savior. But this will produce good works because the Holy Spirit is now working to change and conform him into the image of God.

Sorry this is a wordy post. But just want to post something I've been considering. For the last 6 months, I have had a weird peace that I'm not going to live comfortably in the future. I have no stinking clue what the next years will look like. I feel like I could go anywhere the Lord calls me. While that is exciting, it's also scary. Where is God going to call me? I don't think it's going to be a little suburban town where I will live in a nice house with a well manicured lawn, nice kitchen appliances, plush towels, and all organic groceries. Why not? Because all that could be taken away in a second. I don't know if it would be possible to live my life earning money to pay for loads of expendable items that could quickly fail me. Will I go to heaven rich? Heck no. I'll go alone. So why would I spend my life getting stuff down here? I'm still thinking on this.

But I'll leave you readers with this verse from 2 Corinthians. "So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.". If my eyes are on things here, then I will be living my life in vain. Is a life lived as stated in Isaiah 61 in vain? I think not.

¹ The Spirit of the Sovereign LORD is on me,
because the LORD has anointed me
to preach good news to the poor.
He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted,
to proclaim freedom for the captives
and release from darkness for the prisoners, ^a]">[a]

² to proclaim the year of the LORD's favor
and the day of vengeance of our God,
to comfort all who mourn,

³ and provide for those who grieve in Zion—
to bestow on them a crown of beauty
instead of ashes,
the oil of gladness
instead of mourning,
and a garment of praise
instead of a spirit of despair.
They will be called oaks of righteousness,
a planting of the LORD
for the display of his splendor.

⁴ They will rebuild the ancient ruins
and restore the places long devastated;
they will renew the ruined cities
that have been devastated for generations.

⁵ Aliens will shepherd your flocks;
foreigners will work your fields and vineyards.

⁶ And you will be called priests of the LORD,
you will be named ministers of our God.
You will feed on the wealth of nations,
and in their riches you will boast.

⁷ Instead of their shame
my people will receive a double portion,
and instead of disgrace
they will rejoice in their inheritance;
and so they will inherit a double portion in their land,
and everlasting joy will be theirs.

Paradise on Earth

There are certain days that I cannot imagine how the scenes in heaven could be any better than the scenes on earth. Yesterday was one of those days. I went down with three guys from here to a beach called Three Cliffs. Imagine hiking a mile to get down to the beach. Then seeing rocky and grassy cliffs surrounding you as you stand amidst a stretch of sand. And as the sun's brilliant light makes your eyes squint, you look out at the waters lightly crashing on shore. Then you turn your head and see castle ruins to explore and cows feeding in the distance. We hiked mountains and then sunbathed in the sand. Ah. It was heavenly. And I cannot possibly explain to someone not there. But this was only a GLIMPSE of what awaits me in heaven. I am SURE I'm going there and I only have to wait a lifetime. Following this lovely day, we got icecream, coffee, and beer. Good good day. This was the only picture I got, since Dave took photos on his nice camera.

Sidenote. A man that really wanted conversation came and talked to use for a long time. He told Dave to gaze into his eyes and then asked him if he thought George W. Bush was the mastermind behind the Twin Towers.

Today, I met with a girl from Bible study. She is so sweet to take a train to come meet with me. We talked for a little under 2 hours and I enjoyed every minute. Slow rest of the day followed as I returned emails, worked out financials, did some planning, and packed. Cerianne and I had a girly night together. Going to miss her as she goes on holidays and I go to Ireland! I "move" tomorrow while the family I live with now goes on holiday. Busy day tomorrow. Meeting with four different people in the church. God is good to keep me busy!

Busy Friday and Saturday

On Thursday night, I slept over at Paul and Lisa's to help with the kiddos (and spend time with Lisa:) when Paul was at a conference. So we spent the morning with the kiddos. I don't say this in any way to seem like some baby lover, but I love baby Grace. I have always been afraid of babies. I can do fine with toddlers but babies scare the heck out of me. And when they cry, I still don't know how to handle it, but when they are just laying on your chest and smelling like pure baby... it's wonderful. And I love Lisa. Feels like an older sister to me.
Bible Study and teens was at night. The girls and I tried to make a dessert for teens, but failed miserably. At least I'm trying to show them the Word of God and not how to become little housewives :) We spoke about the passage in James that deals with the taming of the tongue. MUCH good conversation came with this Bible study. God is really using this to show the girls the Word of God. At least it seems so! And these girls are crazy fun, I might add. They love dancing and singing and finding ways to make fun of the fact that I'm American.

Today (Saturday), I independently took the train down to Cardiff to meet my friend Jo. We went to a food festival at the bay. We went to every single stand (probably 50 in total) and tried samples at each one. Wine, cheese, cider, sausage, nuts, chutneys, crackers, bread, muffins, etc. It was sooooo good. And I had so much fun with Jo. God has radically changed her heart in the last few months and she was eager to talk about how the Gospel has transformed her life.
Then I took the train back to Merthyr and got a ride with Dave and Cary to a churchwide birthday party. I was once again was reminded of why I love this church. Every age was represented and people were just eating, drinking, and mingling with EVERYONE. I loved it. I love the older people in this church. One gentleman offered to bring me cycling (he goes for a minimum of 50 miles and is over 65), one to dinner, and a woman invited me over to her house. All within 2 hours. Hospitality is crazy here. I want to be like them. I absolutely love this. Church tomorrow. Followed by a day with a wonderful couple in the church.

FYI. God is doing great things in my heart. Reading the book "When God Walked on Campus". The Gospel is becoming more real and meaningful. We have been saved from so much. Eternal hell. Hopelessness. Despair. And I now serve the ALMIGHTY JESUS CHRIST. One day, every knee will bow to Him. And I will be welcomed into his presence because I have trusted in Him. Praise the Lord!

Hard Labor and Hay-on-Wye

Yesterday, Cer and I went to do some hard labor at the church. We were assigned the task of taking rusty nails out of timber. I think I pulled out 20 nails in 45 minutes. I'm supposing, that upon noticing our lack of progress, we were assigned to clean the pews. The church is beautiful and thoroughly enjoyed working alongside Cer. Spent the rest of the day with people from church and taking walks.

This morning, Norma and Lynda (two women in the church) took me to Hay-on-Wye. This is a beautiful town FULL of book shops. FULL. Although we didn't have much time, I got to spend time rummaging around old book shops and marveling at the age of some of the books. It is a shame I couldn't buy any since I have NO room left in my bags for loads of books. I wanted to buy the old old old books on missionaries and preachers I adore. Books from the 1800s on American history. And historic cookbooks and gardening books. But I restrained myself. There was one bookshop that was outside!

When I got home I walked to Tescos (grocery store) to buy food for Teens on Friday night. It took me forever because I knew where nothing was and all the food is different here. When I dropped it off at the church, Dave (intern here) told me I could stay for a group of kids coming in that were from Bernados (a charity for kids). We just hung out at the church building and played games for a few hours. Awesome that the church is opening their doors to charities such as this one.

Little homesick today. But God is good to put me exactly where I should be at the PERFECT time.

4th of July and Bristol

Fourth of July was spent at a Welsh church and a Welsh Birthday Party. Church was completely amazing. A man that has a 12 year old son spoke on not losing hope (2 Corinthians 4). His son has the brain and development of an 18 month old child. This man has seen many trials. How does he not lose hope? How does he not despair? How does he not grow angry and bitter? Because he knows that these are "slight and momentary afflictions." This man is ASSURED that he'll be in heaven for eternity. His pain is real. But since he is a CHRISTIAN that has trusted in Jesus, his afflictions will come to an end and he will enjoy eternity with Christ.

Then I spent the day resting my knee. Then Allyson had 40+ people over to celebrate her 40th birthday! Much fun. Much food. 5 cakes. (Hence the reason Cerriane and I are not eating sugar for one week). There were sparklers on the cake and this was as close as I got to fireworks.

Got up early this morning to take the 2 hour train ride to Bristol, England. You'd think this would be an annoying amount of time, but it flew by as I met with the Lord. One thing I did was relisten to a message on contentment by Dave Harvey. Probably one of my top favorite messages and always timely. Met up with my friend, Esther, and walked around the boats and sat on a veranda with the suspension bridge in view. Talking to her was priceless. We talked about how we can doubt our faith and then put truth to those doubts. So good. On the way home, read the book "When God Walked On Campus". I honestly think I could quote most of it here. But I won't. All I'll say is that we should pray because I serve a mighty Savior that will work in miraculous ways to save people from hell when he so desires.

Watched "Gone Baby Gone" with Cerriane tonight. Hit me that I could be working in that kind of area in a year. Whew.

Hurt knee and long walks?

Well I have officially done something to my knee. And I can't figure out the problem. For two weeks, the pain has remained but I don't have health insurance (out of complete ignorance that I would need it). So we'll see how this turns out. Prayers appreciated. I'm resting it today (beside the 40 minute walk I took).

Yesterday morning, I had a really long time to meet the Lord. Then went to help clean up the church. Walls are being knocked down, light replaced, and offices built in the beautiful, old chapel. So there is lots to be done. Members of the church serve tirelessly to make the building most effective for use. And they do it on a tight budget.

Walked to the local supermart to get a brownie mix. You can walk practically anywhere in the town. In America, there are 50 different variations. Here, there were two and they took me forever to find. Eggs here are not refrigerated either. Those too, took me a while to find. Came back home. Cerianne and I made the brownies, and added loads of extra Cadbury chocolate. Went walking with a another teen girl, Sophie, around the park. Then Bible study with my girlies. Made curry and rice, followed by brownies and icecream. And talking about trials and temptations from James. Just so happened that I had plenty I could talk about, which made the other girls really open up. The Lord is so kind. Then teens at night. Whew. That was a long list.

Today, just cleaning up for a bday party here tomorrow. Had coffee with girl from bstudy. And having a game night with a couple from church tonight.

Meditated on this this morning: "Rejoice in the Lord always. And again I say rejoice". The last couple days, I've been tempted to feel bad for myself and give into small thoughts about God. But we are called to be a rejoicing people. No matter what our circumstances are, we rejoice in the HOPE of heaven. There is no excuse.

Wine and Cheese

(This image is from Shaftsbury. The adorable English town Britt and I stayed in for a few days.)

The last two days have been spent with people in this wonderful church. Being back in Merthyr is really wonderful. Yesterday morning, I spoke with Ang Lloyd (pastor's wife) about purpose. Sometimes, I feel purposeless here. I can't check off a "todo" list all the things I've done. I spend time with people. But look at Christ. He was constantly with people. With Christians and unbelievers. So this is a summer I am able to fully commit time to following in the steps of my Savior. What a sweet time. What about back home? What about our lives full of commitments that we must fulfill? Are we making time for people?

Spent the rest of yesterday with a little girl with a broken foot, a teenage girl in bstudy, and my dear friend Amy. And ended the day with 10pm leftover hot curry. Delish.

Today, I went to Paul and Lisa's house to help watch the kids (they have the new baby). Whew. I again respect any mother soooo much. I kept trying to clean and then needing to go pull the boys out boxes they had gotten stuck in or get apple juice in a cup. But after the boys went to bed, Lisa, Paul, Dave (a guy in the church here), and I had a marvelous meal. And the meal was followed by wine and cheese. Which was followed by banana cream pie. MMM.

Oh and we watched "God TV". Yes this exists. Many men that preach false teachings to massive crowds. Where is the Gospel? That we are sinners and that is unacceptable to the Holy God that created us. That trusting in Jesus Christ as your Savior is the only way to heaven and forgiveness of sins. Where is this truth in the midst of talking about the fire from our mouths and slamming people to the ground in the name of God?

Reading all day

(I didn't take this picture, but I wanted to give an idea of where we were at. I'll post more pics when I get back)

Today, I listened to Jeff Purswell's message on waiting.. twice. It was wonderful. A needed reminder in a quiet season. Went through plenty of cups of coffee and two breakfasts as I listened. Our Christian lives are full of times of waiting. But this waiting should be an expectant waiting. God has good things in store. I have no clue what those good things are. I wish I did. I wish I knew what my next year would look like. What 10 years will look like. And I grow weary in waiting. I start asking God why he hasn't delivered. But oh. "Those who wait on the Lord will renew their strength." As we wait, he strengthens us. Listen to the message.

Quiet time in the garden. Yummy lunch. Reading, napping, and deep conversations with Britt on the lawn of a castle. Yes. A castle. Dinner with the Greasleys. Climbing a mountain. Going to a pub. Eating two huge bowls of icecream. Listening to Britt and Anna play instruments. This was my day.

Trip with Britt

Lazy Sunday afternoon. Naps all around. Full bellies. This little post will be to update you readers (probably just mom) about what Britt and I have been up to. I'll just give a few snap shots into what we've been doing in order to avoid a super long, boring post.

First off. Both England and the US are out. So football drama is overrrrr. Yes.

Second off. Brittany Kauflin is very godly.

Thirdy off. Rangers in parks don't like when your portable grills burn the grass black.

Tuesday and Wednesday: Oxford and London and travel to Shaftsbury. Already briefly discussed in the last post. Slightly insane. I saw my sin during this trip. Being in environments that never stop moving causes me to get anxious and irritable. I am still thinking about how to deal with these times. The Bible says that we can plan our way, but God determines our steps. And it tells us not to be anxious about anything. So when I get into these types of situations where I feel anything but comfortable, I need to remind myself that everything that is happening is under the control of the almighty Father. He sees me in the crowd and watches and cares for me. However, next time I go, I will plan better. As I sit here now, I also realize God might call me to this kind of city. If he does, I want to be ready to go... Even if it means sleepless nights in tiny bedrooms, loud sirens, little money, and no plans.

Thursday and Friday: The quaint Shaftsbury. We strolled around the beautiful town in Dorset. I cannot possibly explain how much I wanted to be in Pride and Prejudice during these two days. I would have LOVED to have had a full length dress and bonnet on while walking in the endless fields. And then to happen upon my Mr. Darcy at sunrise in a field. But alas, I settled with walking in a sundress with a wonderful group of people. The slow lifestyle was perfect for two days, but might grow old after a while. God has made us to be workers. Rest is wonderful, but ultimately, we are here to work as laborers for the Gospel. Let's go to heaven tired and there we will rest.

Friday night to Tuesday: Anna Greasely time. Anna has been the best little hostest. We have been to the breathtaking seaside with the teens and watched the sunset from a cliff. We have toured the streets of Bath. Bath was unexplainable. You MUST go there to experience its wonders. I would live there in a second. Well, not a second. Then BBQ with portable grills at a park with friends in Cardiff. Today was church and another BBQ. The rest of the time here will be spent just hanging out, I suppose. Bliss.

This week has been extremely busy. I have had a couple of little health issues that have made it uncomfortable. And I haven't had much time to read the Bible. Feeling less passionate this week about the Lord, but praying that God would meet me as I read His Word. Pictures are to come, but not until I arrive back in Merthyr.

I miss Merthyr. But I really miss home. Not sure why I miss home so much. But I do. However, I know God has me here for a reason. "For such a time as this" He has put me here and I will keep busy doing what I believe to be His work. Prayers are appreciated.

A minute to report from the country

We have arrived in the country of England. In a small town called Shaftsbury. I never want to go into London again. The only part of it I enjoyed was Hyde Park and being with Britt. But there was grace for even the low points.

-Found Britt in a massive train station
-Found our house that we stayed in
-Made instant Starbucks coffee
-Ran around Oxford, but found nothing except the pub CS Lewis and Tolkien wrote in
-Spent hours trying to figure out the public transportation system
-Drank coffee at an outside coffee shop
-Sat on a bench in Hyde Park
-Saw John Bunyan's burial ground
-Brit's wallet got stolen
-Arrived at the wrong train station
-Almost lost our bags on the train
-TIRED of city life

We arrived in the quaint town of Shaftsbury and were greeted by friendly faces. Went on a walk in rolling hills and grabbed a marvelous dinner and coffee. Markets and walks are in store for the next couple days. Praise the Lord. More details later!

Lazy Day?

Short post.


Church was amazing. Our joy is found in the HOPE we have in Christ. We should be "joyful ALWAYS" because Christ has redeemed us and heaven awaits us at the end of this life. This deep rooted joy is not circumstantial, but based on what has already been done on the cross and what is yet to happen in heaven. It's because of Jesus.

Oriental Garden for a filling of unlimited Chinese food. One of my personal favorites. Dave and Al were so kind to let me come along on this Father's Day excursion. I don't deserve their kindness to me.

Then a lazy day in the garden out back. I got through most of my book (The Heavenly Man). This book is a must read for Christians. This man put his hope in God (which I have been learning a lot about) and risked EVERYTHING for the sake of the Gospel. I have cried several times as his persecution was described in detail. God has put us here to tell his Gospel, no matter the cost. Played with kids. Talked with grandparents. Walked in the woods. Listened to a message. Are lazy days like this worthless? I think not. They are opportunities to learn and reflect on who God is. But for some reason, they do cause me to miss home more.

Bible Study

Yesterday was quite packed with lots of little happenings. I went to Amy's (a 24 year old that is married with one kid and is coming to DC for 9 months) in the morning for coffee. She is the sweetest. I see myself becoming friends with her even though we are in completely different seasons of life. I can't believe she is only 2.5 years older than me, but has a husband and child!

Then I went to Paul and Lisa's. Caleb was gone for the day, so the three of us, Nathan, and the baby went to town. This was Lisa's first time out and about since the birth. We had a yummy lunch (I had a jacket potato with chicken and mushrooms and butter) and coffee and walked around the small town. Chatting with them makes me feel at home. They are both so down to earth and funnyyy. And they have a love for their Savior that is evident upon talking with them. Can't wait to spend more time with them.
TTHEEN. Bible study! I was so excited to do this Bible study with 5 teenage girls. We studied the passage in James about being hearers and doers of the Word. Talked about why and how to read the Bible. It is God's word and is living and active. They opened up tons and I can't wait to spend the rest of the summer talking with them. The older girls haven't really had anyone to talk to, so this is perfect timing. God's timing always is. Went to teens with them after. Ate a lot of unhealthy food and watched football (soccer). Glad England tied.
Today I went shopping with Cerianne and Carys (girl in church). We went to Cardiff. I got loads from this shop called primart. While walking around, my heart was especially burdened. I looked around and most of the people were dressed to impress. They had the perfect tan, hair, shoes, jewelry, pants, shirt, dress, body, etc... I immediately started to feel inferior. I know that if I were to be put in a line-up with most of those girls, I would be quickly passed over and labeled "plain". This bothered me. A lot. Once I got home, I recalled a message I listened to on my run this morning. John Piper talked about the hope that we have in heaven. And how it's fine if I don't have anything but one pair of pants and one shirt here on earth. Because heaven is coming. And all this on earth will pass.
The second burden I had was for the poor I saw on the streets. Geez. I just wanted to go talk with them and give them food. I lack courage... I lack faith... I lack "know-how". Need to pray for wisdom and talk to people that are good at this.

Had the classic fish and chips tonight. I'm gonna get fat from all these chips (fries). I've had them nearly every day the last few days! They are a staple here.

Lydia

This morning was mums n' tots. I can't believe it's already been more than a week! I already feel much more comfortable with people!

Then I had the privilege of going to visit Lydia. She is a precious woman that is a bit older than I am. She was diagnosed with brain cancer last year and has undergone treatments. However, there are many complications that have followed the treatments. Since she isn't able to work or move around much right now, she can tend to be confined to the house. It was absolutely wonderful to visit her and have an awesome conversation with her. She is trusting God through one of the most difficult circumstances she will ever face. What a joy to be in her presence. I asked her what she did in all her time at home. She makes cards a lot. So I asked if we could do that together. I made a Father's Day card (which will arrive to you late dad...sorry! Forgot about the mail travel time to US). It was wonderful.

I then went to spend some time with Garreth and Angela Lloyd. Ate a yummy meal and talked over tea about his time in the US and my time here. We then loaded up their mini bus (it was a real mini bus to fit their 7 children and many visitors) and went on a car ride through some of the countryside. I am always amazed at the beauty that surrounds me. We talked about what God is doing throughout the areas adjacent to Merthyr and where harvesters are still needed to do missionary work among these rough areas. It's going to take lots of prayers, brainstorming, and ACTION.

Tomorrow is another busy day! Not finding much time to read. Had this idea that I would spend hours upon hours in empty fields reading books. God had other plans to spend time with people...which I love love love! However, I do want to allot some time to extensive reading of "Heavenly Man" next week.

xx(this is how everyone here finishes texts or messages. it means "kiss).

Fellowship of the Saints

Went to Paul and Lisa Edward's house today. She just had a baby and now has three children under the age of 3. I honestly don't know how she does it. I don't ever suppose I will be able to do what she does without loads of help. While two wild boys run around, she has a baby to feed and care for. And she is healing from the birth. My respect grew for mothers of newborns by leaps and bounds today.

Went to a church family's for tea (another name for dinner) and ate a huge amount of glorious food.

Allyson and Dave had home group tonight. We gathered in their living room, but only three members of the group showed up. Most of the other members were missing due to extremely strenuous health circumstances. They started sharing about all the different illnesses that the members had. And then Dave decided to lead in a time of prayer. In the midst of this time, Allyson felt the Lord lead her to see if she could go to the home of one of the members. After praying, we packed up and went to their house. This family absolutely amazed me. They have two children. Their little boy has cerebral palsy. The husband found out a year ago that he has MS. His body is rapidly growing weaker. Their group just began praying for them. I cannot explain the amazing experience this was for me. These people brought into the family of Christ were caring for each other with such sincerity. Tears fell from my eyes as I saw members speaking in tongues and cracking their Bibles open, providing hugs to comfort, words of encouragement, and offers of availability to serve. This is God's church at work. This is caring for the burdens of others. This is what we are called to. To serve and walk with the saints (1 Cor 12).

Sleepy Reflections

I'm quite tired from the busy day. I awoke at 6:30 to head to work with Allyson. She works at a school in Cearleon. This is an historic town where Romans ruins remain. I spent the entire day walking around the small town looking at the Roman baths, the museum, old cathedrals, and the amphitheater. However, my first stop was in a coffee shop. I sat for an hour and half having a quiet time and talking to the owner of the shop. He offered me a complimentary Welsh cake to compliment my coffee. Quite delicious. I ended the day walking into a trinket shop. After talking to the ladies working in the shop for five minutes, they closed the shop and took a tea break, inviting me to come along. We sat for hour and half speaking about many topics.

What hit me on this trip was the passing of time. The Romans were so successful in their time. They seemed to have it all. But all that is left of their empire are ruins. Able to reflect on what in this life is lasting. Nothing. Everything will fade away. Ecclesiastes speaks of all this as chasing after the wind. How dumb to chase after wind. We pass away, but the kingdom of God will never pass away. So I will put my confidence in eternity and seek to bring many along with me.

Came home and went to the home of a teenage girl here. Loved hearing about what she is thinking about. Doing a Bible study (Lord willing) this Friday with 5 girls around her age.

Lastly, went to a home group. We had a 5 course meal and sat around the table for hours. I was the youngest and only single person in the room. But I laughed so hard at a 60 year old Welsh man. He didn't stop talking and never took breaks in his sentences. When I could understand his thick, valley accent, I laughed heartily. These men and women are a true family, bound together by Christ. So different, yet so much in common because of this bond. And they warmly welcome me to join any kind of gathering. Learning to love the saints more and more.

All Quiet on the Merthyr Front

Today was the first day I had nothing planned to do. I awoke early to find Al's parents here. Chatted with them over several cups of coffee and toast. I then washed my clothes (which turned out to be slightly disastrous), ironed some clothes (people here iron everything except underwear), went on a short run, and had a quiet time. The run through the woods is feels safer than in Gaithersburg, and I'm banking on the judgment that it's safe. I ran into two sweet ladies and stopped in my sweaty grossness to speak with them for a few minutes. The Welsh are so kind.

I decided to walk into town to find somewhere to sit and read. I started walking to the library, but got a bit lost. When I asked a woman for directions, she told me to walk with her and she would show me. So I did and had a lovely chat about the town. Sitting down to read at the old library, a man of about 55, with a Chemistry book in hand, sat down next to me. He started talking and didn't stop for quite some time. Finally, he packed up to leave, without having read one word of his book. Sweet man. With very blue eyes. You see more people with green and blue eyes here. I love it.

Picked little Nathan from school and had a series of skypes with people from home. I do miss people, but not to the point where I feel faint. Because Jesus is here. Jesus is with me. Always. And when I do feel lonely here, with no people my age and a light schedule, I remember I am not alone. And I won't be alone. Ever. Because Jesus suffered and was alone on the cross, I will never be alone. God, my Father, is always near.

Thai dinner with the fam, movie with Cerianne, and reading tonight.

The Lord is Near

This might be a longer post. God has showed me a lot today.

Church this morning was outstanding. I was warmly greeted by tea and coffee and friendly faces. We sang for 45 minutes in worship and asked the Holy Spirit to meet us in worship and through the message. Garreth Lloyd spoke today on a passage in Ephesians. Here is what I took away.
-God calls us to love Him and love people. Simple. Love him love people.
-Faith ACTS. So many times, we feel called to certain things, but we churn and think over it so much that we move on in time. FAITH ACTS. We have faith in Christ. All of our eggs are in one basket. We are COMPLETELY trusting in Christ and the promises he has made to us throughout his Word. We are loved, adopted, redeemed, and then called to GO forth. Are we acting? Or are we just talking and thinking about acting? This is particularly convicting to me as I have been thinking about reaching out to the poor and outcasts for the past few months. How am I taking steps of faith... steps that show that I am CONFIDENT that Christ and his work are the best news that needs to be heard...to share this good news? I'm going to go sit at a coffee shop tomorrow. And pray for God to move in hearts as I sit there and hopefully have conversations. And if NOTHING happens, I will know that I have taken a step of faith, and that God is pleased.

We then had a treasure hunt over the mountains. Completely marvelous.

Then a prayer meeting. 16 of us gathered to meet the Holy Spirit. All ages of people gathered to call on His name. Coming to this meeting, I was burdened with a few things in my life. But God quickly reminded me to look to Him through this verse:
"Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us. Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God." -Hebrews 12

There are a few things that God is "throwing off" FOR me. So that I can genuinely stand before him and sing, "I'll stand. With arms high and heart abandoned." Let us throw off all that entangles so that we can RUN. Following this meeting, I went on a walk in the woods, and sang and prayed. Found much comfort in the Lord. When I look to Christ, there is comfort and refreshment. When I look around me, I grow discouraged.

First trip to Cardiff

This morning, I woke up at the late hour of 9:45. Bugger. I keep trying to keep up early, and I keep sleeping in! I decided to take the kiddos with me to the park. The walk there was quite long, full of falls and cries, and fears of dogs. When heading back, we had to climb a mountain. I felt so bad for the children, so I just held them both up the treacherous hill.

Upon arriving home, I was asked to accompany a sweet family to Cardiff Bay. I quickly got ready and set out for the 45 minute drive. The town reminded me of Baltimore in many ways. I enjoyed tagging along and talking with all the teen girls. The people in this church are so welcoming. I want to be like them when I get home. I want to welcome people into my life regardless of the discomfort. Didn't Christ lay down his life to welcome us in?

We got home in time for me to have a quiet time before dinner. I've just started reading through Jeremiah. The second chapter talks about how we have traded the living water for broken cisterns (traded God for things of this world that we think will satisfy). How stupid. I really think God has brought me here to pull me away from some broken cisterns that I have been drinking out of. Best friends and family will break. Boyfriends will break. Money will break. Grades will break. Plans will break. And yet I go to all of these things for watering and refreshment. A person who is not saved thinks these things will bring comfort, and they might bring temporary comfort. But the only living water that is everyflowing is from God.

Had a cute little couple over for dinner tonight and a friend of theirs that just got saved. They are getting married at 19. They are two years younger than me. That was a little strange. But they are very cute and very in love.

Seaside

Today was finally a bit warmer. The weather here, I am finding, is quite chillier than expected. I regret to say that I wish I had brought fewer summer dresses and more clothes fit for 50 and 60 degree weather. Next Saturday, I plan to go shopping and acquire some warmer clothes with Cerianne.
Went to the supermarket with Allyson this morning. Everything is sold in smaller containers here. There is a lot more instant coffee (which I love) and a lot less peanut butter (which I hate). For the record, Marmite is absolutely disgusting.
I then spent the afternoon with Paul and Lisa Edwards and their three children (they just had a baby). I absolutely love them. Lisa is American. Paul is Welsh. Their love story makes me so happy. Being around Lisa gives me a home comfort when I feel out of place. She loves to talk and is very laid back even as her children scream all around. And Paul is probably the most caring husband I have ever seen. He CONSTANTLY serves as his wife recovers from having the baby. Talked to him today about how the things God has been working in my heart to care for the poor is exactly what their church has recently been challenged on. Perfect timing to be here.

Went on a run in the park. Was out of breath the whole time. The hills are lovely to look upon, but a bother to run up.

Lastly, the teens all went to the seaside for a BBQ. Loved getting to know all of the teens and begin building relationships with them. I froze my butt off the whole time, yet everyone kept telling me how warm they thought it was.
I'm left wondering what I will do with the next two months. I'D LOVE FOR VISITORS TO COME. But I might resort to taking some day trips alone, which is completely wonderful and refreshing. I'm thinking Oxford. That's all I've thought of so far. Will need to make a list.

Settling in.

Today I helped with mothers and toddlers. Many unbelieving women bring their children here. It was an awesome chance to reach out to a practical need in the hopes of meeting their greatest need. The highlight of my day was spending time with Cerianne. She is a 17 year old girl that has been adopted by Allyson and Dave Hand (whom I'm staying with). We went on a two hour walk in the woods and around a castle and lake. Then had a girls night. She tried to brighten up my makeupless face and unkept hair. She tried making my fringes (bangs) to look like hers. The video shows that this failed and we covered it with a flower.

Please pray for the youth here. Tony Graham explained to me about the state of Christianity here. Only one percent of people in Wales are true believers. It is the youth that God is going to use. I know it. So girls like Cerianne will be the ones I want to really speak with this summer. A 23 year old guy here, Dave, is working his butt off to reach out to the teens.. especially the boys. I hope to get more involved with the girls that are a couple years youn

ger. Maybe that is the reason there aren't many singles here. So I can talk to these teens.

"For I know their works and their thoughts, and the time is coming to gather ALL nations and tongues. And they shall come and see my glory...From new moon to new moon, and from Sabbath to Sabbath, all flesh shall come to worship before me." (Is 66) All nations will be gathered. And I am praying that happens here. In Merthyr. Like Samuel, I want to beg the Lord to send me. Send me to the lost and broken. I would go on, but I don't want to write a book. I will leave you with pictures from our makeover date.

Travel Across Ocean + 1st Day

I am utterly exhausted and told myself I would not stay up doing this blog. But alas, I have little self control and don't want to forget details. This blog will not be a book, but an account for me (and those who care to know) about this trip. I have clearly been called to Wales for the summer, and I know that God has a plan. This blog will hopefully unveil it by the end.

Travel:
-Woke up on Tuesday morning in the states at 6am. I traveled for approximately 8 hours in the air, but spent a total of 10 hours waiting in airports during layovers. I am just going to bed after two days of only sleeping three hours. And if you know me, you will know that I cry a lot and get groggy when tired. Hence the reason I should be asleep now.
-I felt very alone in the airports as people speaking numerous languages passed around me. This loneliness pushed me to do three things. I people watched ALOT. There are some unusual people that have been in the image of God out there. I read and prayed and journaled. I literally wrote ten pages in my journal today. Reading through the Bible and the "Heavenly Man". Listening to CJ. I talked to people beside me. Most probably considered me too forward, but I loved finding out where people were from and listening to their stories. One woman held onto my arm and would not let go for a good chunk of time.

Arriving
-Got here. And was met by the Grahams. They are wonderful. They brought me food (which I scarfed because I hadn't wanted to buy food in the airports), a book, and a card. We chatted all the way to the pub where we ate delicious food and drank a little beer. Visited the church. They are renovated a beautiful old catherdral in the heart of the town. It blows my mind.
-Came to the house I'm staying. The Hands are a wonderful family. I cannot wait to post more about them.
-Went to a pub with some married ladies in the church. However, as I ate and drank, I grew more tired by the second. I literally was falling asleep as I listened to them.
-Came home and cried a bit. God is working, but I am fighting selfish desires to please myself and make myself comfortable. Please pray I continue to look for ways to keep my eyes on others. And oh. Please pray for a revival in this town. That is what I'm praying for.

Anyhow. More to come on specific thoughts and ponderings, but wanted to provide an overview.
Love to you
Lauren